CJ Darkanjel | Too Much Free Time
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| Some Depressing Poems I wrote. (Thu Aug 03, 2006 4:50 am) |
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Questions?
What happens when I die,
who will laugh & who will cry.
I very often wonder why
why do I not see the world through others eyes.
Why am I living here
Why must I live in fear.
Why am I not someone not me
why do I have to see the things I see
Why in the great big world am a I small chink,
when I am dead will I still think
Yes that is my greatest fear,
when I am dead will I still be here.
The empty street.
Every day
I go through strife
There are times I seek
to end my life
to the street
I seek my end
waiting for a car
around the bend
There are no cars
I ask myself why
I am alone
and unable to die
Seppuku in Motion
I'm sorry lord, for I have failed.
I do not deserve to be in jail.
Time for my soul to set sail.
My wakizashi poised to strike.
I'm not afraid to end my life.
My final blow, I swing my knife.
And as my knife pierces my flesh.
I suck in , and draw my last breath
I fear no pain, I fear not death.
For sins and my failures I will pay.
I'm sorry those who want me to stay.
I must send my spirit away.
Blood and liver come pouring out.
Too late, I'm gone, so please don't shout.
I have lost in life's great bout.
One cut my head's upon the ground.
Scream of pain making no sound.
Burn my body so it cannot be found.
One cut my head's upon the ground.
Something Else without A name.
Why must I walk solitary
in the darkness, all alone
I don't want to go home
but I have nowhere else to go.
Why do I seek to end my life
why do I choose to live with pain
I don't want to die, but I don't want to live
I live in my life about to go insane
I just want to think
A place to be me
but I'm forced to see
what someone else sees.
My friends are moving away
mentally and physically
Oh, god , oh please
why did turn out differently
Take me away from this place,
I don't care where I'm going to be
as long as I am allowed.
to act and work as me.
| Marcus and Kexep wrote: | | We must cross the river at all costs. |
| Switch wrote: | | Gah, forget about the river |
New Siggy pending. Pink bunny has your soul. That which is not forbidden is mandatory.
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